just realise smt....im real low on confidence...real afraid to fail...and takes a long time to stand up after one set back....this sucks...i hate it...really on a road of healing...tryin to find e old me..or make a new me...a better me....been workin real hard....real tired and sick....dunno wat to do...really need a rest....goin to get away frm all this................did somethin real silly...which still able to salvage...however,i refuse to salvage it.....................owe some1 alot...however have no way of payin back...feel real guilty..really thinkin of either stop recievein...and let go..or it time to pay back........................really need to forget some stuff to be happier..........................havin problems with peeps...........hope to resolve all e things...................................................................




a real troubled person